Technic1 wrote:
I hate that their trying to medicate us!
They charge to high of prices for people that need certain medications, like some people put in the position of having to choose paying for meds over quality of life. For me pharmaceutical meds don't help the problems I have, simply cannot tolerate a lot of psych meds I personally use medical marijuana to help relieve things as well as just trying to adress the issues I have. At least with that you can choose how much you take and if you just don't feel like it with most psych meds you have to take it every day to the point you are basically always on that drug and yeah I don't like or feel comfortable with that I prefer to just use the 'meds' when I need them I don't want to have an anti-depressant drug in my brain at all times. Besides you're not supposed to drink on anti-depressants and well I do like to drink some so I don't want to take something that makes a thing I regularly indulge in more dangerous than it already is(alcohol is already not healthy so need to enhance that with drugs that would interact badly with it that don't even do anything for my mental state). For me at least medical marijuana seems to have all the benefits that I have been told psych meds should have but without the nasty side effects, like worst I get from weed is getting high(but I like that one ok

), Or a little drowsy if I smoke a bunch at once or being more aware of hunger prompting me to prepare some food to eat.But then again those aren't even bad side effects.
How about just some weed to calm things down to do a little mental processing instead of a bunch of drugs that just mask things and if anything make mental processing even harder. Like weed is a nice and kind drug that leaves room for improving yourself wheras at least trying various psych meds might kinda relieve a thing but the nasty side effects don't really leave much room for self improvement. Like who says I cannot use cannabis and mental plasticity to solve my problems. If drugs can change a brain surely a person can change their own brain maybe I can beat the social anxiety maye I can someday let the PTSD go I just feel like I don't want to live life like I am stuck in those. And I don't want a therapist becasue they will be a new person and so I wont be able to actually open up to them, that is probably why therapy has not worked well for me I just simply cannot fully open up and talk abut deeper feelings with a new person even if they are a mental health worker even if they were nice and did their best to make me comfortable I still would hold back. And by the time I get maybe more comfortable enough to delve a little deepper the sessions I could afford are over and I'd have to get a new therapist anyways...so I'd have to start all over. And all they ever end up being are just people to talk at and like why are you even paying for that when your autistic and just do that to people anyways.
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