I spent most of last summer getting TMS treatments because the pandemic made my mental health plummet to a level I didn’t think it was possible to go. However, looking back, the TMS didn’t really change my mental health. Even undergoing it, I still felt depressed and unhappy with my life. It didn’t erase my mental blocks nor help my anxieties. I was hoping it would make me able to socialize more and even help me finally establish a romantic relationship after not having one since 2010 but it didn’t do that for me.