I have specialized in birds and nature so much that it would be hard for me to do anything else as a job... But I am failing to find something in this field I can do... So it has basically destroyed me...
I went to a doctor and had a physical therapist evaluate me recently to see if there was anything that could be done about my muscle weakness and my inability to walk long distances or fast, etc... since I don't have problems doing day to day activities they concluded I don't need physical therapy at all.
I keep asking my mental health team for help with meltdowns, which just keep occuring, and they just basically said I need more things to do, to get a job. But nobody in this tiny town will hire me, and I don't have a car to get a job in a nearby town, they're like "why don't you move to a bigger city?" But well how would I do that? How would I get a job if I keep losing them due to stress and meltdowns?
I mean to get back to the point, if I would have had a special interest in something that was like sit down or something, this wouldn't have happened... I mean people tell me stuff like "birds should be just a hobby, do something else" ugh I wish I knew what...
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Crazy Bird Lady!! !
Also likes Pokemon
Avatar: A Shiny from the new Pokemon Pearl remake, Shiny Chatot... I named him TaterTot...
FINALLY diagnosed with ASD 2/6/2020