I am sorry, I felt stupid and worthless when I have been made fun of and called "Stupid" for not being like them when I was in elementary school. I also am sorry for having some ableist thoughts about people with Intellectual Disability. I felt so ashamed of myself for being learning disabled that I made my own fantasies of success, intelligence, worth, beauty and power. I also had a delusion that I was much better than everyone else, that I made fun of people who did not think like me when I was fifteen years old.
I feel ashamed of myself, I know two wrongs don't make it right, but I also have been bullied for being different, so I thought I should be much smarter and superior to people with Intellectual Disability and sometimes make fun of them if they don't think like me.
I suffered a lot as well.