Have you ever been compared to a murderer?

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Then maybe NTs shouldn't bully or reject us, and we won't be murderers?

I have violent meltdowns but iv never been called a murderer before and i work with a lot of ignorant people that hate me

if anything most dont believe i have autism because they say im too f****d up in the head to have autism

I was bullied by my peers all my childhood. I lost my best friend when I was about 12. I was a latchkey kid. Not many people treated me well. I had no friends in high school for 3 years. I was challenged to fights after school all the time. I was called many names. I was the pariah of my high school.

Yet, I never thought of shooting up my school, or murdering people. The most I ever thought was Id be delighted if I punched somebody in the face and they started respecting me as a result.

Yes

At my last workplace there was a guy who said he didn't want to be left alone with me because I was "too quiet" and he compared me to a school shooter. both sides of my family and my husband's family give me a hard time about not knowing me, that I'm a ghost, or put me on the spot randomly because they don't trust my quietness... even last night my dad said you can't trust the quiet ones, they're always the ones who cause the trouble (referring to a serial killer.)

How about some people have trouble with verbal speech, don't have anything to say that they know normal people will value or care to hear, or no one ever stops talking long enough to interject and i don't feel like shouting over anyone

Yes, I have been compared to serial killers by bullying classmates decades ago. Being a loner and my preoccupation with the special topic of all thing poisons/toxic materials likely did not help. I also studied dark knowledge (unit 731 stuff in particular) that is mostly hidden from public view. It is part of human nature to want to know things that can potentially destroy you.

There are things I regret knowing so much about. Unfortunately I have an unquenchable thirst for knowledge that can cause me problems sometimes. But, their opinion of me was unwarranted. I dislike violence towards others unless it is needed for self-defense or to protect those who cannot defend themselves.

If folk jump to conclusions, stereotype or make comparisons of us to murderers, then they be the sick ones.... who don't think right.

^ Generally speaking we tend to have more empathy and be much more sensitive than most folk.

I have been labeled both dilusionally schizophrenic and psychopathic by a psychiatrist because I refused to agree with him about something about myself that he was clearly wrong about and it turned into an argument. So because I wasn't willing to comply to his stupidness, especially since he had known me all of a glorious five minutes, he decided that I must be delusionally schizophrenic and psychopathic. He also decided in all of that five minute conversation that I cannot possibly be Autistic at all in any way, shape, or form. So that's as close as I have gotten. But considering that serial killers are often psychopathic, I guess that's a big accusation. The funny thing is that I am probably the most opposite example of a dilusionally schizophrenic and psychopathic person as anyone could possibly be.

I don't think it helps either that I am meltdown and shutdown prone. But I always slip away before I start to hit myself or cry or go no nonverbal publicly. I've dealt with meltdowns for as long as I can remember so it makes sense that I could start to sense them. Anyway I slip away a lot during social events and that's another reason why normal people don't trust me.