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SandWitch
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18 Sep 2021, 4:19 am

I can't deal. I'm done. Every hour passed is more tiresome.



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18 Sep 2021, 7:31 am

Can you just lock others out and do a decent amount of nothing?


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18 Sep 2021, 11:43 pm

magz wrote:
Can you just lock others out and do a decent amount of nothing?


I have been. It's all I do.

I don't even remember creating this thread.. and writing what I wrote.

I'm time traveling again.. it's the best way I know how to explain this phenomenon. But it scares me because I "time out" from consciousness and before I know it, days and weeks have passed. All a blur.



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19 Sep 2021, 2:40 am

Looks like horrible anxiety.
Are there some events that your mind ostensibly goes back to?


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20 Sep 2021, 2:59 am

magz wrote:
Looks like horrible anxiety.
Are there some events that your mind ostensibly goes back to?


Actually, yes!... thank you; your foresight is astounding, as I recently had a "light-bulb" moment in another post explaining the origins of my current mental state; and you were correct..

My mind is on nonstop intervals, regarding revelations of a recent and unresolved trauma that I'd experienced.

Indeed this was the cause of my current burnout; which I discuss and posted on this thread:


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20 Sep 2021, 11:49 am

That's horrible! It's so painful to read through it - and you had to live it!
Hugs!


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