michel wrote:
I get this thing where I know I need to do something, like mop my kitchen floor, and I'll think about it again and again and again, and NOT do it. I can just stare at it and still not do it, but still keep thinking aboutr it until I get anxious, and I know that I should just clean the bloody thing instead of torturing myself about it. It's such a simple task. What's wrong with me?
ugh, I do that all of the time. I know my house needs to be organized, I know the walls need to be wiped down, I know I need to get a new mop, etc. All of this stuff gets mixed up all as one thing in my head though, even if I am only thinking of one thing at a time, it still always leads to other things that need to be done the longer I think about it. I eventually hit a point where I ignore it, but it always comes back when I get everything else done... I've had meltdowns over it before, as sad as it sounds.
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