It's easier to be alone. No need to try to act like someone I'm not, no need to please others, no need to worry about how I'm coming off. It's lonely but I would rather be by myself, just hanging out with my pet cat.
Recently my roommates had a party and it was a good time. But some girl posted me on her social media asking people "do you think I could take this b**** in a fight?" (she deleted it). I found this out from my roommate who still follows her, so I went on her account and messaged her asking why she posted it. She basically sent a paragraph, and said someone told her that I was making "b****y comments and making faces". She also said, "idk if you're just not good with new people". Sheesh. I never said anything about anybody, I don't do that. As for the faces, I'm not sure what she meant. We all were laughing and had a good time. I try to be nice to everybody and I don't talk about people bc that's lame.
Stuff like this just solidifies my need to be alone.