How do I start this.......Hmmmmm?
1)...The Question?
If you can grasp this as a AS! How do you
explain your internal AS fire?
or perhaps you autistic fire if you are HFA?
2)...Statements by Ghosthunter!
Ghosthunters view on autism, not AS wrote:
Being that I am not AS, I really can't reasonably
offer my view of AS'rs on the mystical eye
thought. So Feel free to adlib your interpretations"
Autism and guiding spirits wrote:
Last night I am pyraxis explored the
idea of guiding spirits and autism nieveness.
It was interesting to learn from each other.
To start this thought off right, I first must
explain what I mean!
Autism and NT variables wrote:
NT are self-asorbed usually in their possessions.
This can be most any status symbol item, so
I will summise a car, a computer, a...whatever.
Autistic People don't have this particular
attachment for status symbolism. Why?
Hmmmm? Let's explore this deeper!
Autism in it's truest form wrote:
I rarely feel or speak in spirit tongue. When
I do it is under life changing messages and
helping others explore their metaphysical
attirbutes usually ignored. I as the teacher
often find I go deep, sometimes too deep
and reveal truths about myself as well.
This is often a good metaphysical teachers
reward.....SELF-DISCOVERY AND UNTAPPED
AWARENESS!
We talk first and explore each others character
in it's multi-facets not normally discussed.
I will not discuss hers since it is personal.
I will use mine as the example instead.
The night of 7/12/05' I, through discussing
here spiritual attributes go into deep trances
and phasing in and out of spirit. Nievity then
spirit communication would seem appropriate
here.
Why? Because on a computer screen you learn
about yourself and others. But!...That is superficial
and spacially distant in response, thus minimal
and gradual awareness may blossom, but not
the DEEP awarenesses that are neccessary for
interpersonal communciation and DEEP discoveries.
reverting to native LFA form wrote:
I lapse into a LFA nievity, and for once saw myself
in a raw, unihibited natural autistic trait. I didn't
say AS.
It felt like being completely helpless. Unable to
speak, mouth open, and no connection to the body.
I can now understand how this and being a 5 year old
autistic child felt.
Slumped, starring into nothingness, eyes and mind
empty, and no connection of words and thought can
pass.
It was like feeling like what you see in those
documetaries on LFA and needing assistance.
She(pyraxis) would have to pickme up and guide
me in these states.
What the reasoning for this state wrote:
Hmmmmmm? I will try to explain the reasoning
for this autistic trait. You folks(AS) call it zoning,
but that is for a short tiime, and you still have
connection in one form or another.
In this state truth, honesty, communciation is
truthful! There is no explanation other than
this that I can simplify(sorry If this is confusing
you).
Where the average NT exhibits a natural exhuding
state, and later ego, thus lying is possible, I in a LFA
dis-connected state(say of one at age 5) cannot.
Thus truth, honesty and nievity prevail(think the kid
in "Curious Incident".
LFA state and the book-curious incident wrote:
I touch her hands to express, and she comment
about the kid in -curious incident- book, and the
father using this as a form of communication and
reassurance. It was weird, disconnected and
revealing of the true essence of autism and
it's nievity(LFA) state. Goddess Bless, God Bless.
Enter spirit wrote:
Fire then rages in the brain and I talk in spirit, and
I referred to spirits reasoning for "autism's fire".
I often refer to this in sexuallity, and how we express.
It is very powerful stuff. A powerful spirit in a
egotistical brain(NT) and lying creature(natural for NT's)
can be a dangerous thing. But in a disconnected brain
and body person(autistic) it is rage, fire that few
will brave. The powerful spirit can do so much,
BUT with "built-in" limitations that autistic person
can have gives it limitatiions.
autism interpreted by spirit(or autism fire) wrote:
My spirit apparently said something like this......
1)...Neutral body, firey tongue!
What? you may ask? Well let me try to explain!
NT's and sexuality is a good point to illustrate this
firey spirit inside HFA'rs(I didn't say AS, I will leave
that for you exploration and interpretation).
1)...NT's glorify themselves with what they own,
thus the sexual fire(the most natural in a human
being) is rather limited to stationary, or lustful
acts. Nothing substancial, perhaps just having
children. The closest they get is restrained!
The NT teenager has similar fire, but it usually
dissapates when they are 18-21 and properly
programmed about expectations that quelch this
fire.
2)...Autistics(HFA's) on the other hand start usually
in LFA, then as adolesence HFA, thus this fire is
usually natively nieve, and desired by those who
brave it.
I shall give a better example:
1)...they don't express externally, or by things they
own, how they communicate, ect....
2)...NT teens do learn to dissapate this fire internally
by doing this external compensation in a NT world.
3)...Thus with a strong and thriving spirit, their nievity
contains and limits the spirit, thus it is channeled
through say there art, music, sexual(later play)play.
It is intense, lifelong and and powerful.
I will leave this at this level, because by now you AS'rs
are probly lost, nor is my interpretation based on AS,
but HFA'rs that came from LFA'rs to firey tongued HFA'rs.
Bless be this autistic fire!
3)...The Question Repeated!
If you can grasp this as a AS! How do you
explain your internal AS fire?
or perhaps you autistic fire if you are HFA?
13 Jul 2005, 6:40 pm
