41 nothing accomplished
no STEM degree/job
had "friends" and they all dumped me or i dumped them
always been single
physically weak and getting weaker
mentally slow
dissociated
constantly afraid of getting made redundant and ending up homeless
dyssergenic defecation, wasting too much time on litterbox
exhausted all the time
no future
fear everything, fear dogs
hate precious lil "people"
i've been wounded
decaying, deteriorating, decomposing, rotting, in my pigpen
not surviving, much less thriving
feel like i can't trust anyone, especially after mister redelings, kayla b***h, and roland penis
my old woman dropped dead @ 66, in 2015.
my old man dropped dead 2020 @ 71.
i'm 41, and my health is not that great and has rapidly been getting worse.
i have nothing to contribute positively, that overpowers my carbon footprint.
minimum wage, part time job. constantly afraid of getting made redundant.
i feel like a f*****g failure, s**t.
esp during holidays. (but every day is a holiday somewhere in the solar system). i don't even have anyone to be with over the holidays.
f**k the spoiled upper middle class brat
f**k mister redelings
f**k kayla b***h
f**k rolando penis
28 Nov 2024, 10:24 pm
