SINsister wrote:
Well, I can't answer as an aspie, anyway, as I don't know whether or not I actually have AS. I can say, though, that since the age of 13, I've experienced crippling panic attacks; frequency, duration, and intensity all vary, though, and there's never any telling what might trigger one, at least for me.
I'm an aspie and have panic attacks. Since I know (now) what they are I don't feel "fear" in the sense that I feel danger; I just feel, literally, panic- as in, my body is shooting out a crapload of fight-or-flight signals and my heart is going like a hummingbird. Mostly when I have panic attacks my thoughts become really irrational and disorganized, more than firghtened. It's not fear. Terror, maybe, not because it's more "intense" than fear but because I do not sense danger. If I do feel fear, it's a result of the disorganized thinking, or fear of what I might do to myself, but that's not the main emotion; it's mostly a speeding up of all my sensations, thoughts, and sympathetic nervous system. However, I'm merely relating my own experience and not trying to represent the population asa whole.