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Gender: Male
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03 Nov 2007, 2:17 am
Today I really let myself go at work today and I saw myself doing it and I couldn't stop it.
- I randomly got up and walked over to the whiteboard then randomly blurted out "i feel like punching someone right now"
- an office manager had a zig-zag pattern on her white board that i found fascinating. i went into some sort of tirade about thunderbolts with a highlighter... she say "ryan you're weird." i replied "i know"
- i create web designs for a living professional and sometimes i design things that blows away my coworkers. today i designed a site that looked like total s**t and i did it on purpose. when asked "why" by my project manager i said "i don't know"
I'm finding that this is getting worse and i can't control myself. i feel like i'm self-destructing and i have no idea how to deal with this. 
help
