OregonBecky wrote:
Before I knew about autism spectrum, I blamed my being an overweight kid as the reason that I was weird. I thought that if I were thin, I'd be normal. Then when I got to a normal size, I was stuck on the thought that it was still my body's fault that I was weird.
I'm wondering if something like if an aspy were molested, then the aspy and the shrink can decide that all the weirdness comes from a childhood trauma and not look deeper into why someone has an unusual personality.
There's always a primal trauma which branches out into others. The original primal trauma sets the stage and initiates the program for later traumas - basically rendering a person more susceptible to trauma in their life, as if a pattern and pendulum were set into motion creating the holographic form for repeated trauma, which in effect occurs, until awareness sets in and the cycle/pattern healed. It doesn't heal at once, but one layer at a time.
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