yeah, i guess a lot of kids in my high school thought i was cool...i was the only 'punk/goth' in the school, played in a band, dressed differently, looked different, the whole nine yards. the younger grades thought i was really cool. but to me, i was just different. but it got me attention, and i thought that was what i wanted. secretly, i hated it.
now, many years later, i am again like i was in high school (doing music and art again, dressing like a 'freak' as my mother calls it), except now i have gone crazy with my hair colour and have had many different colours complimenting (finally) dyed black hair. it's just more comfortable being like this, and i feel truer to myself, more like the 'real' me.
and guess what. people think i'm 'cool' again.....
but i'm still just...different.
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