hale_bopp wrote:
If you want books, go to the library.
If you want food, go to the supermarket.
And if you want sex, go to a prostitute.
I find it offensive to that you're wanting to take out your desperations on a girl like they mean nothing.
I agree with hale_bopp. You should not take out your frustration on a nice, sweet girl who sincerely enjoys your company. I have no moral qualms about hiring an escort in a situation like yours; I'd much rather spend a large sum than hurt a nice person. At the very least, you'll be with someone who gets paid for "helping" people in your situation. No broken hearts, no hurt feelings, just two people getting what they want (you get satisfaction, she gets cash). I've made a post called "Escorts" in the Mature forum; check it out for more info on this topic.