hospitalized again

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I just got out of the hospital again yesterday. I was feeling really suicidal and was experiencing symptoms of psychosis. I was hosptilazied for 5 days and was put on risperdal which I wanna get off cause of some unpleasent side effects. Basically I was hospitalized for not taking my meds consistently and it really f****d me up. I hated being on the psych unit it was so boring.


What sucks even more I come out and have deal with more drama. I had a fight with a friend and things got a little physical. I cut myself really bad and now have a bandage on it. My friend and I have reconciled, but the fight really did a number on me.

I just wanted to thank everyone for their support despite the fact I act like a jerk sometimes.

it's good to have you back, jman, though what you've been through sounds awful.

glad you were able to hang on.

Vivi

I was also hospitalized once for 5 days, then after 10 days I went into relapse for 7 more days, I was suicidal, I felt like running my car into a tree and making my car explode, and things were distorted to me, and my mind was racing very very fast and my thoughts are scattered, I was put on seroquil, amoxiphene , and deprakote, and I still feel like if things don't work out for me, next time I will make sure I take enough pills, and I relize that I am not all the way better. I am staying at my sister inlaws trudys house and still have very very bad thoughts at times.