Someone brought up an excellent point in another thread. Aspies, including myself (in the past), approach things from bad angles expecting first fruits. There's denial that at the bottom of the food chain... guess what? It's us. Right at the bottom. By the time the meat gets passed to us, it's half eaten by neurotypicals, which you made your enemies. Lol.
You keep saying you're on the wrong planet. Alex meant it to be tongue-in-cheek, but it reveals the thought process Aspies tend to utilize in their paradigms.
You're locked up in the belief that we're misplaced. You sit back and try to make a world for yourself with scraps. Where's the effort? Where's the motivation? It's not there. Sending letters to disparaging individuals, and complaining about it on a net forum won't drive you anywhere in the future.
I stopped trying to make myself out of a social martyr. Nobody cares what you feel in the outside world... this world is reality, and reality is indifferent. If you continue to act like you're at the bottom of the food chain, and acting in that sickening mentality, we'll always be the Omega... you'll always be SICK. Autism will always be seen by The Man as a disease, and Aspies as the diseased, unless you TAKE ACTION.
Lol. Like I said..... writing letters isn't taking action. It's playing the scorned victim. They'll laugh at you when they get that letter. Sure, some NTs deal pity, since pity is a game played. But it's only played part of the time. Life is chess. Pieces get knocked over, and until we start proactiveness..... we'll be pawns.
Neurotypicals, whether you like it or not, are the queen. A powerful piece on the board. They maneuver diagonally, sideways, backwards... all other pieces fear the queen because of its capabilities. Souls with Asperger's Syndrome are the lifeline of the game, though. We're playing pawns when we need to unite to be a KING. Without our minds, the NTs can't hold the game forever... we build their bridges, program their software, forge their weapons of war. But if we LEAVE? The game's over. There's no longer going to be an earth if we are put in checkmate, which is the path we're headed down.
My body is still here, but my spirit is passed to other realms. This "prophecy" is told over the waters of infinity. I'm not coming back for you, Aspies. By the same token, I don't want to see my mother land be vanquished by poor choices. My third eye is often fixed here... soon I might see a battle ground, littered with corpses, and ash falling like snow.
- D
14 Mar 2008, 3:48 pm
