Willard wrote:
Nico wrote:
Theory of mind is the ability to see the world through the eyes of someone else and to understand that people have beliefs different from our own.
Right. Which is to say, it is to understand that other people have minds (therefore feelings, beliefs and opinions) that exist separately from your own - that those around you are not characters you are making up and can justifiably manipulate and push around like puppets. Which of course, is after all, just a theory. You may actually be watching this all take place in a snow globe.
Having become self-aware at the age of 3 (the same time I learned to read) ever since then there's always been these nagging thoughts in my head:
- Why am I ME?
- Why am I looking out at the world through my particular eyes and not someone else's?
- Is everyone else aware of the same?
- What makes me ME?
I never could articulate these questions, but theory of mind comes pretty close. I never once thought I was looking at the world as if it were a snowglobe (or as a main character in some kind of personal movie), but even so, how did I become ME? Why am I n this particular body and not a fish or a tree or something else? Then this all spirals down into the unavoidable question: When
I die, do
I go on? Do
I (my consciousness) then become someone else? Or do I just simply shut off like a candle snuffed in a dark room, staring at the blackness of eternity? I remember I once brought up this same topic in another NT forum and everyone summarily wrote me off as being self-centered. Guess I'd better stop now while I'm ahead. These questions bother me in the middle of the night when I'm laying there, staring at the ceiling. They usually herald an oncoming tsunami of depression.
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