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20 Jul 2008, 7:13 pm

I'm sure my AS was misdiagnosed.
It's been haunting me since I was 13... I know I don't have it.

I think I have a personality disorder instead.
It could be BPD or some type of schizoid/schizo typical personality disorder, I dunno. But I'm certain it's a PD.

-I self-harm
-I feel empty
-I find it hard to control my emotions
-I hate people, I prefer my own company
-I live in this fantasy world
-I'm suspicious
-I tend to hold grudges for a loooooong time
-I feel bad about myself
-I'm paranoid about people walking behind me at night
-I'm depressed
-I hate rejection
-I find it difficult to stay in a relationship
-I spend too much money, it's an addiction
-I'm very impulsive
-I'm extremely sensitive to critisism...

I dunno, but what do you guys think?


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20 Jul 2008, 7:16 pm

That sounds a lot like people with AS to me.



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20 Jul 2008, 7:41 pm

AS has such a large range of people on it, that just a list of your... "symptoms" for lack of a better word, one would not be able to say for sure if you have it or not. If you truely believe that you don't perhaps you should be speaking to a "professional". If it does not feel right when you read what others are going through, it could very well be that you don't have it. On the other hand, there isn't anything in that list that jumps out at me as you DON'T have it. Either way, I wish you the best. *Bows*


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20 Jul 2008, 8:13 pm

Maybe, a few of those things do sound Bipolar or Scizotypical, I have a few of those myself since I'm Bipolar/Paranoid but also AS traits, you can be comorbid.


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20 Jul 2008, 8:27 pm

What's most important in this case is that you have the diagnosis you feel fits you. That could be no diagnosis at all if you want.

But you do sound like you could be schizoid.


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20 Jul 2008, 8:34 pm

The only thing in there that fits any description of schizoid I've ever heard, is not liking to be around people. (Several of the other things actually contradict common descriptions of schizoid -- difficulty controlling emotions, being over-sensitive to criticism, hating rejection, etc.)

(I was misdiagnosed as schizoid a couple times in my early teens. Because I had very little and/or non-standard emotional expression and no close friends, people assumed that I was non-social by nature and didn't experience strong emotion.)


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20 Jul 2008, 8:39 pm

You say being paranoid about ppl walking behind you at night a bad thing?! That's just common sense.

Sound like AS to me. Remember that it IS a spectrum, and some ppl have different traits to others.


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20 Jul 2008, 9:38 pm

DSM-IV-TR criteria

The latest version of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-IV-TR), the widely-used American Psychiatric Association guide for clinicians seeking to diagnose mental illnesses, defines Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) as: "a pervasive pattern of instability of interpersonal relationships, self-image and affects, as well as marked impulsivity, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts."[14] BPD is classed on "Axis II", as an underlying pervasive or personality condition, rather than "Axis I" for more circumscribed mental disorders. A DSM diagnosis of BPD requires any five out of nine listed criteria to be present for a significant period of time. There are thus 256 different combinations of symptoms that could result in a diagnosis, of which 136 have been found in practice in one study.[15] The criteria are:[3]

1. Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment. [Not including suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5]
2. A pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation.
3. Identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstable self-image or sense of self.
4. Impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., promiscuous sex, eating disorders, binge eating, substance abuse, reckless driving). [Again, not including suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5]
5. Recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, threats, or self-mutilating behavior such as cutting, interfering with the healing of scars, or picking at oneself.
6. Affective instability due to a marked reactivity of mood (e.g., intense episodic dysphoria, irritability, or anxiety usually lasting a few hours and only rarely more than a few days).
7. Chronic feelings of emptiness, worthlessness.
8. Inappropriate anger or difficulty controlling anger (e.g., frequent displays of temper, constant anger, recurrent physical fights).
9. Transient, stress-related paranoid ideation, delusions or severe dissociative symptoms


1 ~ This is when I become obsessed with someone.
2 ~ This is how i am with people i am trying to impress, either potential bfs or say a superior for whom i have to report to... in either case, it only begins after i start f*****g stuff up.
3 ~ How i feel towards myself WHEN i am f*****g something up.
4 ~ I have done this before... usually when i'm upset over things related to 2-3
5 ~ I have serious scars from picking at eczema... had a patch for over 2 yrs.
6 ~ people say im moody... sometimes emo issues
7 ~ Interpersonal-issue related
8 ~ I tend to get defensive rather easily... that's about it... im usually mellow but my interpersonal relationships at work are affected by this... say when i'm being critiqued.

i identify with these a lot but i also see how they relate for me to AS... sometimes i even think a little hint of borderline dependent personality in there as well... i don't like most people... but when i find ones i do like... i run into these sorts of issues sometimes and tie it in with an obsessive personality... and it all gets whirled together.

i have thought on these kinda of things before and have come to the conclusion that i developed these behaviors as a means of compensating for As related social issues... so maybe that was my "trauma" as it is suggested on wiki that childhood trauma is a possible source for this personality disorder.


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20 Jul 2008, 10:27 pm

Sounds like AS to me too, from what you say. Just move to another obsession. 8)



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20 Jul 2008, 10:41 pm

-I feel empty

-I hate people, I prefer my own company

-I'm suspicious
-I tend to hold grudges for a loooooong time

-I'm paranoid about people walking behind me at night
-I'm depressed
-I hate rejection
-I find it difficult to stay in a relationship

I have all of these. I have AS and depression. I wouldn't get hung up on this or that diagnosis, if you know all these things about yourself. And I wouldn't self-diagnose off of a symptom list as others have said.