It feels to me, that my hands are where my brain works best. I work at a furniture shop, and build pieces daily. Until I was about 15, Legos were my passion. Creating, manipulating, with my hands is where I'm comfortable. These things require hands AND eyes, dexterity is important, but seeing and knowing how things "fit" is more important. Despite my above average intelligence (only slightly), and apparent potential, the academic environmnet was numbing to me.
These hands also love to rub, massage. I will leave it there. It is something intense and indescribable. I don't like recieving massages, but giving them...
I just feel REALLY good.
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Still grateful.
"...do you really think you're in control...?"
Diagnosis: uncertain.