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who do you trust?

how close do you need to with your family mother?

when do you brake freely of .... ?


how do you know if they are sincre to there word?


My life is like a roller coaster somtimes you just have to get higher and faster! (go flying)




valueman/Jeremy

Well, what ails me is anxiety. My phobia of getting sick has been running me ragged for the past several days.

And to answer your question about how close I am to my mother, I am very attached to her, as she is to me. Mom and dad agree that mom is "wired" to be protective of me, take care of me, etc. due to my special needs. My close bond with mom has led my other siblings to become jealous at times, but it's their problem; not mine.

Sorry, I kind of went off on a tangent there... ^_^;;

I sometimes want to transfer back to the school I went to last year.

What ails me is this curse that everyone calls a "blessing".

finaly some one said it i wonder why people want to be born like this obviously they just don't know
what really bothers us and go forth with there stupid theory's

good replys thank you....

What ails me is KNOWING you THINK differently to NT's, but not knowing HOW the thoughts differ.

I'm tired.

Insomnia

Otherwise, I am pretty healthy.

ditto LifeOfTheSpectrum!

Couldn't have put it better myself if I tried

Later Later

I live on my own.

What bothers me most about my routine is how lonely it is. I go see my dad or my mom once or so a week. There are coworkers at work, but I don't really relate to them very closely.

...I have diabetic foot wounds/lesions/whatever , while homeless , I can't rest them enough to have them fully heal ...

Cold weather. I work outside all day.

Autoimmune arthritis disease and Fibromyalgia which are unbelievably painful and sap me of all my energy so I don't feel like I'm being a sufficiently good mother to my children.

I am not close with my mother. My mother is...well...crazy. She's the kind of person that sucks the energy and life out of you if you allow her into your life. She has make drama for herself in her life so that she has problems and can have others pity her for them. It's sad. I don't need that in my life, so I rarely talk to her, but we have a cordial relationship and do see each other other every now and then.

What ails me...
depressed demeanor- I look depressed all the time without realizing it.
slight CNS discomfort- deja vu sensation, slight, heavy sensation in the spine , strange sensation in the front part of the brain, like a slight heaviness. It's hard to explain. It's just weird sensations enough to be noticed but not enough to cause significant impairment. I wish I didn't have them and I am sure other people do not have them.
light headedness (sometimes)
Muscle aches (sometimes)
CNS exhaustion sensation (mild).
To sum it up my CNS feels "off" most of the time.
Once I took an MMPI and there were questions concerning sensations in the brain. I have plenty of those.
I think this means I need an SSRI and Ritalin.
Absent mindedness at times
lack of concentration at times
not enough assertiveness
lack of drive and desire
feeling of great distance and detachment
lost soul reality
cloudy existence
fingernails not long enough
anxiety
trying to figure out people whilst not having the nerve/desire/need to talk with them
lots of avoidance
other than that everything's perfect

neighbours

the fact that I've bought a rundown old place on an acreage and it's too much work for me and it'll also be difficult to sell

not having any marijuana