Scared and Confused

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I'm depressed. I was feeling particularly depressed and upset and I put the music on loud and I started to write in my diary. I suddenlt got this strange urge to hurt myself...with the pen. so I took the pen and scratched my skin all over little pink and white lines. and it hurt but it kinda felt good, so i got a sharper pen and dug deeper and used my nails. I feel so sad. and then I went and asked my stepdad for aloevera to put on it and he didn't even notice, and he ahd none. so I asked my brother for some and he didn't care so I asked my mom for some and she asked me why and I showed her and she said "your acting out! your just doing things you know other people already do! I'm already going to take you to the psychiatrist! there's some in your stocking!" It was like she didn't even care. and then I came on here to tell you and she called my stepdad up and he came down here and asked what I needed the aloevera for, like he didn't already know. and I told him to leave me alone and he went back up. I have no one to talk to, I feel so alone and sad like no one cares. and why should they?

I hope that things go better for you soon.

You can talk to us.

I'm usually a good listener, with some good advice.

GA

yes, i personally am willing to listen to any problem that you have.

my son went through a period of time when he was "cutting"......it was very hard to see the cuts on his arms. fortunately, his need for cutting passed fairly quickly. at the time that he was feeling the overwhelming urge to cut, he was feeling as if he couldnt express himself ~ he was in so much pain, but couldnt find the words to say what he needed to say. i sure hope you find someone who will listen to your pain.

I write poetry or journal when I'm depressed. Hope you feel better soon.

Knowing your here to listen makes me feel a LITTLE bit better. as of now the only "People" I have to talk to are: My Imaginary friend Seurot who was created in a fit of depression...and my dog.

Shades of Me would you like a hug?

*pad hugs shades of me*

I hope you feel better.