I don't know just when I noticed this problem, but I remember thinking that I had to have some kind of bad conscience, just could not figure out why. When I'm around ppl I know and like, I think I manage quite well. When in situations like handshaking(I hate that) I allways feel uncertain and awkward, and the same in a cashier or similar situations, it all get wrong and sometimes ppl laughs at me in such situations. That makes me get angry and sometimes rude. I usually leave such occations, wishing such ppl would burn in hell, or worse.
It's quite a problem, cause I know that NT's trust and value ppl with a firm handshake(that I have at least) and open honest eyes. To fail in this code, place you in the bag with weak, dishonest people in a matters of seconds. You are bound to make a bad first impression, no matter what.
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I don't pay any attention to you, standing there thinking you are in control, cause I am in control-mosez
29 Dec 2008, 6:47 am
