I used Wellbrutin (sold here as Zyban - I think the strengths and delivery are different and "quitting specific" too).
An American friend told me about wellbrutin which he had taken for depression...he said it's like you just can't be bothered to remember to smoke.
It was 2001, I was just diagnosed with early onset Emphysema/COPD. I had been noticeably ill for 3 years and saw it coming. I knew I would have to try and quit, but I didn't think I could (I used to smoke 50 a day and more if I could afford them), but as soon as I got the diagnosis I surprised myself by saying "ok, write up the prescription".
You are supposed to set a quit date and start taking the pills 3 or 4 days before...by day two, I ran out of smokes in the afternoon and couldn't be bothered to drive to the village for more.
Looking around the COPD boards it seemed to me that most of the people who succeed in quitting did that...just stopped in the middle of the afternoon one day...rather than last thing at night, or first thing in the morning.
It wasn't easy at all. I shut myself up alone (as usual) scrubbed nicotine off walls and ceilings, cleared out years of old documents, washed clothes and sucked on biros like a lunatic to distract myself. I also chewed strange things, like firelighters (seriously, I could get enough of them for a while) and the grey foam PC components come packaged in.
I also tried to eat as healthily as I could and started walking my little dog.
After 3 weeks I could visit with friends who smoked without risk...so I stopped the pills (wellbrutin makes things taste strange, not nasty, just unlike themselves, and that was weirding me out!
). It was six months before I was comfortable, but, within a year, to get a craving to smoke was unusual enough to talk about.
Now I have honestly forgotten what it felt like to smoke.
Some aspects of my concentration are impaired now.
Also, when I smoked, whenever I got too obsessed with what I was doing I would HAVE to take a break and smoke from time to time...and this break was GOOD for me...I had to learn to take breaks another way or function like taut wire in between periods of exhausted sleep...which really doesn't work.
I also gained weight that it took me 5 years to find a way to lose...but, my age (on the edge of menopause) made that far worse than it otherwise would have been.
On the plus side, I now have LOADS of money compared to when I smoked. I realised that I had a junkie's mentality while I was smoking...in that cigarettes literally ruled my life. I am far more relaxed and comfortable now...
...and, of course, diagnosed with moderate COPD in 2001 (that I had since 1998) if I hadn't quit, I'd be taking an oxygen cylinder for walkies for the rest of my life...
Good Luck
M
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