08 Mar 2009, 6:25 pm
i have ppl sometimes literally afraid to be around me because they have no idea what my actions will be or what ill do. yesterday was bouncing on my couch, banging my whole back against it in a rockin motion screeching, and jims friends were over, and one of them was like i'm so afraid to sit by her sometimes, i never know whether shes going to jump on me, grab my hand for a handshake, if she'll actually talk to me, idk u have to prepare urself for anything to happen at any time, and his gf was like haha never a dull moment with age. now its funny because just as much as their waiting for the unpredictable to happen, so am i lol, im so in the moment sometimes i dont know whether all of a sudden ill get a burst of energy or all of a sudden ill jump out of nowhere, or if ill jus get upset and started banging. ill literally just stop and think "how the hell did i get here?" lol or "where are we?" lol then just keep doing what i was doing haha, you know that saying "you cant change the past, cant predict the future, instead just live in the moment" yea i think i take that saying to a whole new level lol 
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Is anybody else like that? where they can't even predict their own behavior? or is known for unpredictable behavior 
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08 Mar 2009, 9:56 pm
