Hey I have always wanted to talk to someone about what i have faced with aspergers syndrome throughout my life (well actually high school life).
I never knew when I started high school that the reason I couldn't really talk to people in primary school was because i have aspergers. Sometimes it is up and down for me, like one year of high school say for example in year 8 i was really social and the class clown, i even got suspended for my outspoken crude humour. In year 9 I was the same I had my same friendship group from year 8 for the start of the year but then I met a boy, he loved me from first sight and we ended up going into a relationship that lasted for most of the year, then we decided to be friends. In year 10 I was different though, I still had my friends but I got realllly bad anxiety, the anxiety was so bad I threw up everyday at school, that was my anxiety side effects..i didnt even know what i was anxious about at school because everything was fine i guess starting a new year was hectic for me but yeah i threw up everyday at school and then i felt better. this drew my schools attention so they sent me to a special aspergers clinic that specialized is asp and i got therapy done there, now my anxiety is gone (yay). at the start of year 10 i went through a phase of having to be the smartest person in my school, i literally wanted to ace every subject. i was never a high achiever in school but for some reason this year i wanted to be realllly academic. what was strange is that my obsession for this was so strong that i did get a's in nearly all my subjects, my mum was astounded and so was i. but later in the year i met a friend and he dragged me down hill and i got over that phase. by the end of year 10 that friend i met back stabbed me and made my school life miserable so i had to leave the school. now i am in year 11 at a new school and it is good really good there is no uniform (woo hoo) there is another aspergers boy from canada at my school, i think this year is in between for me, im not talkative but im not realllly shy. at the moment i am going through an obsession of dressing and acting like a character names L Lawliet from a anime series called Death Note. I sit like him everytime i sit down (which is sitting on your feet) and i dress like him everyday. my mum thinks im a fruit loop but oh well.
Thats me and my aspergers hope you enjoyed reading!
20 Apr 2009, 6:52 pm
