mikemmlj wrote:
I am afraid of SPD because I know nothing about it. I think of the movie "A Beautiful Mind" when I think of it and that is all. So would I rather be Josh Hartnett in "Mozart and the Whale" or Russell Crowe in "A Beautiful Mind?"
I guess it's like that with everything: we fear that which is unknown.
But a diagnosis doesn't make a person. Luckily or unluckily we are ourselves no matter what.
It is not up to me to fit into the stereotypical behavioral pattern or thinking pattern of my diagnosis, whatever it is. If so I would truly go crazy, as I've had them all at one time or another.
For many these diagnosis's we are put upon and put ourselves upon end up with a game of who has it worse, who are we better than, who are we lower than. But isn't that just wasting our time? We need to love and accept ourselves, just like we need to meet the world with respect for their suffering and their struggles.
Because of my brain I am forced into a very specific path in life. I struggle with things that for others are no problem what so ever. But in my struggle there is also a great gift. The limitations of my life is forcing me to live a very specific way, yet opens up for possibilities that for 'normals' aren't achievable.
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