I don't think I've had a psychotic breakdown, but rather intermittent psychosis, and large meltdowns - usually not at the same time. The last major meltdown I had lasted about 2 hours, and resulted in me giving my mom a black eye. Aside from meltdowns, I go through intense periods of paranoia on a roughly bi-weekly basis. Anything could make me paranoid. Right now I won't eat canned foods due to fearing Botulism. In a week or a month, it will be something entirely different. I've had delusions before, but never hallucinations. I've also frequently have trouble speaking - It's often very hard to put my thoughts into words, and it often doesn't make any sense when it comes out. I'm not sure if this is what everyone is referring to when they say "word salad".
So maybe I am psychotic? How will I know for sure? Luckily the meds help, and I haven't had meltdowns in a while.
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