is the temptation, is completely absorbed.
worries about having the time of his life.
is scared of going through his life.
is temped to deny this
because it is precisely that
which is elusive.
lies to himself
instead of being succinct.
doesn't want to embrace her
state of loneliness.
his trees are in full bloom
but is still very
cold outside
he is awaiting the fruits
nutrients
that create strength and beauty.
it is just like his life
sometimes morose
other times bright and colorful
he sits under the tree in bloom
deep in the shadows
of the light of happiness
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הייתי צוללת עכשיו למים
הכי, הכי עמוקים
לא לשמוע כלום
לא לדעת כלום
וזה הכל אהובי, זה הכל.