one of my gaps is not being affected by anyones feelings.
i can not understand the cheer that flows through people when they watch sport.
when people look wild eyed and stimulated when they watch sport, i feel like i am the only one of my species.
i can not understand the tears people feel when they recount things that they find sad.
when they recount the sad times they have and they start to feel down, i can not feel down with them.
i do not have any gaps in my concept of justice.
i have a major gap in my awareness of community attitudes.
i can not have any idea what is how they feel.
an example of where i am thrust into it is when we have to vote (compulsory in australia)
voting is usually at primary schools (elementary schools) and everyone is so seemingly aware of what is happening in their community (mine too i guess).
they all mill around with their kids and friends and they talk about things i have no knoweledege of
like there maybe a kindergarten being sold in the area and all the parents are angry. they went to meetings about it and everyone knows each other.
and there are barbecues smoking away and smelling nice with sausages that i want.
people approach me and ask what i think about this or that, and i have no idea about any of it at all.
so i have a gap in community attitudes.
also i have a gap in being able to console people.
i can not summon adequate feelings to console someone.
i can not care enough to be sincere.
if it was terminal cancer that they revealed, then of course i would panic at the inevitable loss of my friend, and that may be consoling to them (by product), but if it is that their mother died or they smashed their car, then i have not much power to devote to their plight.
i have a gap in most areas of interaction with people.
i am intellectually unimpaired, and my gaps are all about relating to people.