I don't think I'll ever develop social skills (drug use)

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Q. You seem to be a more relaxed individual when you're on marijuana right? I enjoy the use of the drug myself too. It probably allows you to relax which is does for most people. I think most people cope a lot better with challenging circumstances using weed. A lot of people use it to help them relax or deal with a stressful issue such as death or personal loss.

I'd say you landed pretty normal under the list of effects it's given you

If you still remember what you wrote in those notes, I'd like to know. It would just be really interesting

I have belonged to several (5) drug forums. I did that because my experiences seems to connect more there, some of the drugs gave rise to thoughts similar to mine.
The drawback was those people could quit taking drugs and be "normal" again and I was stuck "high" 24/7.
That and attitude, cranky people liked to put my "panties in a twist" and once it happened I had a label and would have to leave the forum. Some of them would be stoned and just insult me nonstop, thinking it funny every time.

I did not hide that I smoke from my children, when asked I told them it made me dumb. We would play chess and it was obvious, I could not play well stoned, same with Go and Pente (go-moku), any game that required strategy I did poorly at when stoned.

The smoking keeps anger away, I can sluff off just about anything when stoned, I get too dumb to take offence. Or can't remember why I was angry.
Both results work to keep my blood pressure in low/normal range.

EDIT to add: Two of my three children do not smoke.