BellaDonna wrote:
I am thinking of becoming a christian. Going to church, stop using drugs and living a healthy 'sin free' life.
I believe in God. I think there has to be more out there than just aliens or we comes from monkeys because if that was the case where did monkeys comes from?
I am seriously considering alternative of christian life style and exploring thier beliefs.
Good on you. If you're having trouble understanding the Bible, you might want to buy a version with more recent language and commentary explaining the passages.
The first thing you should know about Christianity is that a genuine believer accepts that (s)he is sinful and falls a long way short of the glory of God. You will never be 'sin free'. Gaining justification with God rests on genuinely recognising one's own sinfulness (read Luke 18:9-14) and not on being sinless. If we develop a view of ourselves that we are good people, that we haven't done anything that horribly bad etc, then this will cause God to deny us justification. God's glory is so far in excess of our own that there is no way we can gain justification from him by our own personal qualities (except humility), no matter how many sinful pastimes we abstain from or how many good works (e.g. going to church, giving money to charity etc) can be attributed to our name.
This does not mean to say that Christians should not flee from everything they know to be sinful, so I am delighted that you are considering abandoning the things you mentioned. If you see chapter 2 of the biblical book of James, you will see that faith is useless unless it actually results in changes in your life. Similarly, if Christians claim they have given their life to God, but make no effort to abstain from things they know to be sinful or do good works, then the obvious question a non-Christian would ask is whether or not there is any point in being a Christian if Christians are just as badly behaved as before their conversion.
Jesus frequently asks us what favour we will gain from God if we only do things that non-believers already do anyway. For instance, he explains that even non-believers love those who love them. However, as Christians, we are called to do more than non-believers do and we are commanded to love everyone, even those who hate us.