What would help you get on better in life?

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Whatever the f--k this patience s---t is..

..and actually having the conviction to live through a decision that I believe there is nothing wrong with...the s---t that dumba--- teachers scared out of me long ago.

That my sex drive would be reduced to the level it would be if I was (chemically(?)) castrated..

..that the voices and memory flashes of jerk teachers and such past disappear. This helps me understand..

https://watch.cbc.ca/media/winston-rown ... 0f17aa3146

I can't forget : 2:48-..3:21-..3:52-..4:15-..**4:55-5:16**//~6:50

'Ultimate purfication' imo: hours I have lived being the same amount of hours I would spend in some 'special area' where I don't age, can be 'autotrophic' for a while and meditate uninterruptedly.

My attention span being increased several-fold.

a sex doll.

...most of what I ever learned was rooted in fear, anger, hatred, shame..the whole formal labour investment process was certainly no exception..the 'deconstructions' of spirituality, religion and what remaining ~'theories of mind' were left when the dust settled was certainly no exception What is 'left over', is what I truly learned and frankly it is not very much. It is scant.

Hence when for all the praises for my 'smart-ness' I get, I think that I am legitimately a slow learner. Don't tell me otherwise b/c practice is the factor which is almost indomitably the only factor that is needed for existence not verbosity. That's better if you are in say a privileged position of academia where you can make wages from fairly(?) unrestrained pondering and I sure as h---l lost access to that boat for coming into contact w/certain teachers.

Hence I am slow learner b/c I am not as handy as the allistics want me to be. I don't trust myself as much as the allistics want me to and the f---rs are doubtful to listen to my babble about the nature of the self when it comes to why I won't do it and hence stuff like in that book review posting I quoted once is more likely to happen.



The only difference between one emotion and another is timing and dosage.

Repetition is my religion.

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Being able to continue living as I have **shamelessly**.

Mailroom assistant.

Stocking associate.

Warehouse associate.

Shipping and receiving associate.

Dishwasher.

Library page

Hospital food tray delivery

No d--bags please in the work environment; could I have something like this in a nearby place please, for a potential +40 yrs, please?.

<'Almighty' deities can't provide for this and neither can the all present mind I have. Career development and other broken myths.>

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uslDx0quA0o -- Jaimeo Brown Transcendence - Be So Glad

More energy and emotional resilience

Better public transportation

Higher metabolism

Less homophobia

Occupational therapy

Speech therapy

If precious lil "people" were not so deaf

$$$

Friends

Apology from homophobic ass holes

That level of comfortability, openness and understanding which I have with my mom?. That it 'magically' be a level which that my dad could equal. What follows..

Coed bathroom

More bathrooms

More autism awareness socially

Free breast reduction surgery

Insurance provide for more than two years of counseling

Less ghetto lil riffraff

Fewer homophobic precious lil "*"people"

..Friends who look like Chumel Torres and Tabatha Pacer..

No more pornography use.

I will learn new useful things and learn better the old useful things so they are even more useful

One of the wisest men I ever met advised against making major resolutions to change. Instead, he said that whenever I felt like doing something good, I should not hesitate, but whenever I felt like doing something bad, I should just wait a bit.
I have many good habits, but they mostly need more exercise. Lately, I'm re-discovering the value in cleaning house when it is cluttered from past projects, and there's little progress on new ones. The cleaning is even exercise, which I also need.

A 5s system. In a nutshell, "a place for everything, and everything in its place"
It would be nice to have an app that could map out your living space for you, and allow you to enter what you have and where you have it. Maybe even a camera-enhanced take on alexa; which could catalog all your items for you, and take note of how often you use them.

Better yet, an alexa/echo hybrid with cameras and monitors. The house would keep track of you, your stuff, and give you visual information; it could help you find anything you were looking for because it could see everything in the house. It could also help keep you on task not just because it reminds you, but it actually knows what you're up to.

I never quite broke into software, so I have little idea of how to make something like this work myself, but I know that software is better at interpreting images/videos. I haven't used any Alexa-like device before, so I'm not sure how natural it is to tell it things (like schedules and goals).

More patience while meditating.