ugh. formal occasion at a nice restaurant, all dressed up...me and 9 other people, 4 of whom i rarely talk to who do not understand me and have made no attempt to, and two of those four i don't exactly trust. also, 2 of whom i dont even really know and never talk to.
f*** me running. i think i won't go. :/ i guess im not really looking for any specific kind of answers..but id love to hear any thoughts that come up after reading this, if you feel so inclined.