starkid wrote:
sonicallysensitive wrote:
Starkid are you asking a question or making a general statement regarding yourself? I'm confused as to whether there's a question in your post.
I think that I was just kind of ranting at the time, but advice is welcome.
OK, I'll give my thoughts:
There seems to be a general consensus in the culture that activities must be 'enjoyed'. It's a grave distraction, and a tyrannical injunction i.e. 'enjoy yourself'. If you can lose this idea, you'll be more free within yourself, as you'll create the possibility of an activity becoming more than a way of gaining pleasure.
We see this with attitudes to food i.e. 'I don't like how it tastes' - rather than seeing food as fuel - which is, in fact, very freeing - and a healthier way of seeing the process - one which normally produces better results for the body.
If I were you I'd consider viewing exercise the same way. Ultimately, who cares if you enjoy it? You'll probably grow to enjoy it.
Your resistance to not sticking with something possibly says more of your own personality than it does to the intrinsic worth of any activity in itself.
It has also been said 'There are no boring activities, only boring people'

Again, viewing such activities as 'boring' probably speaks more of your own mind than it does of an activity - or trying to justify an activity to anyone.
Ultimately, you have a physical state of existence - irrespective of whether you like to view yourself as 'intellectual' or not. Should the physical state fall into disrepute, so will the mental state.
My own advice would be: stop putting so much emphasis on your emotional interpretation of an activity and simply 'get on with it'.