Anyone crush and calm themselves with anything when a hug wasnt available or human touch felt like a open raw wound? I have laid under matresses, piled encyclopedias on myself, mummified myself in blankets and when I was younger had my bro bury me in anything from stuffed animals to dropping 100's of matchbox cars on me. Makes me wonder if a reason why some gain weight is for the calming weight on the body. Just a theory.