I have to admit it, I might have ADHD as well as being bipolar. When I'm on the up side, I seem to push myself without being really aware that I'm over-ambitious and productive. But on the down part when I'm more "myself", I'm quite a couch potato. The fire inside me is weak during these times, and sometimes, I feel like waiting to "dissolve".
I've seen and met those kind of lunatics before and that is NOT the person I want to be. Yet, when I'm that way, I'm quite productive.. I want to be successful but be that quiet and content guy at the same time. But no matter how much I try being a successful loner, it doesn't seem to take off. Any advice?