I've thought of something after I've tried so hard to learn. I know it's obvious, but it was a revelation. My bad balance isn't just bad balance, it's a rejection of changes of balance in general, in this case, the skateboard's balance. I know it's probably silly to phrase it that way, but when I feel unbalanced, even slightly, I panic and get off. I don't even try to align my balance with the skateboard and control it. But that's what skateboarding is. I just need to adjust my balance to fit the skateboard's balance and stop being afraid of not being balanced. Maybe this is dumb, or a weird observation, but it seems to fit what's going on. Especially since I'm completely capable of catching myself when I fall. Maybe I'm just too fearful of losing my balance to adjust. Are there any tips to make myself adjust over time?