Recently on two searate nights I ran into people who were pretty worried about my bad leg/foot (Do I have to recap it here ?) - One was someone who said " You're going to die out here - You'll live through next winter " or like that - He seemed to think a bit I chose this !
The other was someone who had a pretty unique perspective on leg injuries , as he was one of fourt Brit/Eire tourists , twntysomethings - This one a Welsh veteran of the British army - who was walking around on very modern/high-tech artificial legs , as he had had them blown off in Afganistan .
He , from his experience talking to other leg cases (Meaning infection cases too , I guess , not just accident/blast ones .) was rather pessimistic , from the way I described my leg problems , over whether I would keep it
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I can imagine my legs getting worse , worse enough that medical types here now who won't help me would think I " should " be helped - when , as of right now , I could be helped , but in this projected future I imagine them , at least , saying " It's too late to save your leg now " ~ When I could've been helped now
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The medicals here even reached the level of (Long story if you want I can explain it later) telling falsehoods/lies about me when I left the nursing home I was i0n in 2014 for a last-ditch attempt at my foot getting better then - When I did (My insurance having run out then) , leaving for WA then , theryobviously told lies about me to the authorities here ~
I can picture an (Them smelling money , too
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of me in some sh***y place , me having nothing , never getting out , no connections - The usual hateful Big Nurse/Hospital-Industrial Complex - I think I'd fight against that , stay outside , either die (Just it happening , not suicide .) or miraculously better - In this projected future it's not that I want to die
~ I have tried to get health for MONTHS , ever since the WA hospital " withdrew their dick " before " coming " , in giving me the r&r recovery they didn't give me
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