30 Mar 2016, 6:53 pm
The last time I was weighed , I was 300 pounds in clothes , up from my " normal " 265-75 , which I know is too much already .
Perhaps its my illness , perhaps it's the pills , perhaps I have overly junk-fooded for consolation and for SOMETHING I can control , as opposed to my clothes , books , being endlessly stolen or otherwise disappearing/being used up 
If I could just get better ...
31 Mar 2016, 9:32 pm
...What I can keep of my always-disappearing clothes , even double XL ,now are tending to be too small on me -
Also , briefly , because of my underwear being stolen , I have been going around in a pair of pants (that don't quite fit me) as my underwear , and another pair over them ~ negelcting to get to a clothes place and get underwear .
I have often had emergencies that force me to rush out and get clothes , often allowing no " shopping " at all , and , especially with my yo-yoing weight , I get pants that are the wrong size for me 
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21 Apr 2016, 1:20 pm
22 Apr 2016, 7:03 pm
...Go to my " I'm back " line for things on my health now .
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
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