Joe90 wrote:
I just feel that for someone of my age I shouldn't be this lethargic. I have "ADHD energy", but that doesn't always mean being fit enough to physically cope with a tiring job. I look at the people that work in the office and I envy them for getting to sit down at a desk, in the warm. But I don't think I could do that either, as I wouldn't be able to sit still.
Maybe the fact that my cleaning job is too repetitive and it exhausts me physically for some reason?
I don't have the other symptoms of anemia that Edna3362 described, only irregular heartbeat sometimes, but I think that's due to emotional stress and anxiety. Maybe I'm just getting bored in my repetitive job and it's making it more of an effort for me than it really is.
ADHD energy and autistic tendency towards burnout combined might lead to a very inconsistent ability to perform.
When you're high energy with no underlying burnout great things can be done but either one faltering will undermine the ability to perform, either leading to restlessness and lots of effort with little to show for it or total collapse where very little gets done.
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