TwilightPrincess wrote:
It sounds like derealization to me.
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Derealization is an alteration in the perception of the external world, causing those with the condition to perceive it as unreal, distant, distorted, or in other ways falsified. Other symptoms include feeling as if one's environment lacks spontaneity, emotional coloring, and depth. Described as "Experiences of unreality or detachment with respect to surroundings (e.g., individuals or objects are experienced as unreal, dreamlike, foggy, lifeless or visually distorted") in the DSM-5
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/DerealizationThe lack of emotional coloring sticks out to me in particular as something I've experienced. It's like I can't feel colors. However, I don't relate to Crystal's description, so I can't add to that. I'm sorry you're going through that, Crystal. That sounds scary. I hope you figure it out.
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