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Kalinda
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22 Feb 2012, 7:54 pm

A funny fact: I was never punished for behavior problems, but for thinking I wasn't sick. I was lied to, manipulated, harassed, told I had freaked out when i told them I was fine and asked to go home. I had to repair my brain myself and against them. I just like being told I'm doing so well, despite that the reason I am is because I was never sick.

Another funny fact, prove everything or else you're delusional. And prove it to the ones who are in charge.

And a last one, it's kind of a funny in and of itself because schizophrenia is still a joke to me. I guess I got the last laugh.



Bun
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22 Feb 2012, 8:09 pm

Kalinda wrote:
Bun wrote:
I'm so called SA, but I don't have high dopamine, I'd be happy if I did. :wink: Also, that's why anti psychotics caused me to either fall asleep immediately, become depressed, or lose concentration, and I didn't even need to 'get used to' them for them to have such an affect on me.


I've always been told that "high dopamine" is what causes schizophrenia, and was shocked when my bf said he thought "low dopamine" caused it. Dopamine is a fundamental neurotransmitter that dictates the way the nano sized neurons communicate between each other in the brain. I also know that having more dopamine, in my mind, would theoretically make you smarter!

So I still think I was coerced into this thinking aka brainwashed into insanity. But I have to control myself when I get mad about it I was hospitalized for breaking a cup once out of anger; and my mom and dad told them I had been "breaking all of their dishes."

I think this counts as child abuse.

Well, I'm not only depressed but also stupid, which proves what I said. :P


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