I think I get delusional sometimes

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15 Jan 2019, 7:57 pm

Is that the same nuts as being a ferret :?:

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15 Jan 2019, 7:57 pm

I did something really horrible that i hope my mom never finds out about because she will be pissed. I broke my ps4 because in my mind i was imagining that it was broken and she won't allow me to give it away so I fried it on purpose by putting it in the sink with water and plugging it in.

I hope she'll believe that it messed up on its own but I did a very stupid and illogical thing. :cry:

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15 Jan 2019, 7:59 pm

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JFC Twiz -- you could have fried yourself!

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15 Jan 2019, 8:00 pm

dude , you're lucky you didn't fry yourself or cause a fire

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15 Jan 2019, 8:03 pm

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I've also had to be restrained from jumping in front of cars and beating my head, it's like I'm aware I can suddenly snap and there's a constant anxiety about whether you might snap again.

Why are you like this? Do you know? Is it ASD or summit else. It sounds awfully familiar.

Don't know, it's like I have to do it.
I kind of blank out in that moment and I'm running on auto.
Someone suggested Pure-O OCD once.

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15 Jan 2019, 8:04 pm

Raleigh wrote:

SaveFerris wrote:

Raleigh wrote:

I've also had to be restrained from jumping in front of cars and beating my head, it's like I'm aware I can suddenly snap and there's a constant anxiety about whether you might snap again.

Why are you like this? Do you know? Is it ASD or summit else. It sounds awfully familiar.

Don't know, it's like I have to do it.
I kind of blank out in that moment and I'm running on auto.
Someone suggested Pure-O OCD once.

It sounds like extreme agoraphobia (fear of panic attacks -- not necessarily fear of people), or actual panic attacks from PTSD. Impulse control from a rush of adrenaline.

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15 Jan 2019, 8:07 pm

Raleigh wrote:

SaveFerris wrote:

Raleigh wrote:

I've also had to be restrained from jumping in front of cars and beating my head, it's like I'm aware I can suddenly snap and there's a constant anxiety about whether you might snap again.

Why are you like this? Do you know? Is it ASD or summit else. It sounds awfully familiar.

Don't know, it's like I have to do it.
I kind of blank out in that moment and I'm running on auto.
Someone suggested Pure-O OCD once.

I reckon I might have that

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15 Jan 2019, 8:08 pm

^ Isabella and Ferris that's EXACTLY what I mean, when I get that way I do all sorts of very crazy and stupid things.

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15 Jan 2019, 8:11 pm

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^ Isabella and Ferris that's EXACTLY what I mean, when I get that way I do all sorts of very crazy and stupid things.

I'm curious to know what happened. Was there a fire or short?

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15 Jan 2019, 8:12 pm

IsabellaLinton wrote:

Raleigh wrote:

SaveFerris wrote:

Raleigh wrote:

I've also had to be restrained from jumping in front of cars and beating my head, it's like I'm aware I can suddenly snap and there's a constant anxiety about whether you might snap again.

Why are you like this? Do you know? Is it ASD or summit else. It sounds awfully familiar.

Don't know, it's like I have to do it.
I kind of blank out in that moment and I'm running on auto.
Someone suggested Pure-O OCD once.

It sounds like extreme agoraphobia (fear of panic attacks -- not necessarily fear of people), or actual panic attacks from PTSD. Impulse control from a rush of adrenaline.

Each time it happened someone had triggered me and I instantly think "kill yourself" and it's like I can't control myself from there.
If I was on a building at the time I would jump off without a thought.

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15 Jan 2019, 8:15 pm

Raleigh wrote:

IsabellaLinton wrote:

Raleigh wrote:

SaveFerris wrote:

Raleigh wrote:

I've also had to be restrained from jumping in front of cars and beating my head, it's like I'm aware I can suddenly snap and there's a constant anxiety about whether you might snap again.

Why are you like this? Do you know? Is it ASD or summit else. It sounds awfully familiar.

Don't know, it's like I have to do it.
I kind of blank out in that moment and I'm running on auto.
Someone suggested Pure-O OCD once.

It sounds like extreme agoraphobia (fear of panic attacks -- not necessarily fear of people), or actual panic attacks from PTSD. Impulse control from a rush of adrenaline.

Complex Trauma, assuming the person's triggers were emotional flashbacks. Flashbacks don't have to be visual or sensory, they can be from the provocation of a repressed emotion. Mine cause me to panic like that (fight or flight).

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15 Jan 2019, 8:15 pm

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^ Isabella and Ferris that's EXACTLY what I mean, when I get that way I do all sorts of very crazy and stupid things.

I'm curious to know what happened. Was there a fire or short?

No, my ps4 just isn't working anymore but if my mom found out I did that she would be very angry with me.

And I don't want to go back to the crises center again. :cry:

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15 Jan 2019, 8:17 pm

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^ Isabella and Ferris that's EXACTLY what I mean, when I get that way I do all sorts of very crazy and stupid things.

I'm curious to know what happened. Was there a fire or short?

No, my ps4 just isn't working anymore but if my mom found out I did that she would be very angry with me.

And I don't want to go back to the crises center again. :cry:

How long ago was this? (How old is the PS4?)

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15 Jan 2019, 8:18 pm

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And I don't want to go back to the crises center again. :cry:

Not wanting to go and needing to go are two different things. Does the crisis centre help?

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15 Jan 2019, 8:19 pm

IsabellaLinton wrote:

TW1ZTY wrote:

IsabellaLinton wrote:

TW1ZTY wrote:

^ Isabella and Ferris that's EXACTLY what I mean, when I get that way I do all sorts of very crazy and stupid things.

I'm curious to know what happened. Was there a fire or short?

No, my ps4 just isn't working anymore but if my mom found out I did that she would be very angry with me.

And I don't want to go back to the crises center again. :cry:

How long ago was this? (How old is the PS4?)

I did it yesterday and my ps4 is about a year old. I was complaining to her that it had problems and she said she would pay somebody to fix it and I tried telling her I didn't want to waste money fixing it and she wouldn't listen.

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15 Jan 2019, 9:39 pm

I have a doctors appointment in a couple of weeks.

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