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Welcome New Person....

Cheers Jakki

6 weeks ago I was flung into suicidal thoughts...like serious suicidal thoughts

I've been hanging on and hanging on but it's been really difficult but I think/hope I'm through the worst of it

I found my dad after 50 years of looking and believing that I had no chance of ever finding him and then in an instant he was there. It was a massive shock for my system and probably a bit traumatic. It opened a lot of wounds for me

I wasn't suicidal because I was unhappy. I was suicidal because I thought there was nothing left for me to do in life. I had full filled my purpose and that was it

I've just been coming to wp for the last few weeks posting absolute nonsense (sorry about that folks) but it's helped me to hang on and get me through

I'm not the type to speak about my problems as they're happening because that's just not my scene but I reckon I'm through the worst now. I think I've more than likely had another breakdown to go towards the collection so what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...so I've heard

Cheers guys

Hope I've not been too much of a pain or an arse hole or anything like that and if I have then I'm truly sorry

^ You have been great bb, not any trouble at all. I am always glad to see you active on the forums.

Love ya man

Agrees with Blitzkreig , and wish to add always good to see him aswell as you !

Yeah cheers Jakki man

It's always good to see you both and everyone else as well

I think I would’ve felt very overwhelmed if I were you. I can relate in a small way with some things I’ve experienced in my own family. Being through the worst of it is good. I’m glad posting on here has helped you!

Thank you TP

My head is way too quiet today

I don't know whether that means the drugs are working for me or against me

Probably for you .....

Just had my 50th hour of treatment for the old PTSD

The signs are good

I'm actually doing really well so I'm pleased

And that was probably one of the most hardest sessions yet

Keep on Keepin on.. Babybird...After awhile you might be able to see triggers coming ....And fo what you can to head them off, and hope you might get better at stress management ...And any help you might be able to get for yourself to cope and hopefully recover. Alittle more each day.??.

Cheers Jakki

You always seem to know what to say