My tourette's seem to be getting a lot worse. First I noticed a subtle increase and I wasn't planning on bringing it up with my doctor.
Now it's crazy. It happens most frequently when I'm on the computer and I'm not sure if it's a tic or not. It's an involuntary shudder. I've shuddered at least 10 times today and 8 of them were on the computer. I can't use the computer without getting this spasm type thing.
The one thing I notice that isn't in other tics is that I'm on edge there is a sense of anticipation involved. I'm not sure what emotion it is that accompanies the shudder. It's kind of like fear but not quite. It's like I've just been startled except there was nothing to startle me. I guess it would be more accurate to call it jumping. Instead of making me shudder it makes me jump. That sounds better. Like when you're startled by something. It makes you react in a jumpy way.
I'm not sure if this even goes here. The closest thing I can come up with is Tourettes. I have Tourettes syndrome and it is similar to a tic but I'm not sure. I'm putting it in here because I think it might be Tourette's related.
03 Mar 2013, 11:58 pm
