Crazyfool wrote:
I get this feeling from time to time that just completely overwhelms me almost like my world is coming to an end or something is just really wrong with reality. It's really hard to put into words but right now I literally feel as though I'm going to loose my sanity. Almost like you got "it" figured out and "it" turns out to be extremely fukked up. "it" being our existence, I think...?
Man this sucks, I feel like I'm all alone with this

Before you do anything else, go and talk to a doctor about this, and get a reference to see a psychiatrist.
Existential angst is one thing, but my experience is that our brains are just soup!
add the right ingredients, leave the wrong ones out,
is the difference between a delicious life and a life you want to throw out.
Also, throw in a pinch of salt before you get advice off the internet!
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