I need help. I really need Katie (my twin), who is away at school at Stanford and we live in Saint Louis, Missouri. The reason why she is still there is because she is helping with a summer camp (which makes this situation harder because she is never available to call or FaceTime me, and this is the longest I have ever been away from her) I am overwhelmed with the PHP (partial hospitalization program) class, which is similar to a psychiatric outpatient program, and waiting for Katie to get home soon at the same time I am really upset I really wish I could just give Katie a hug right now. Katie being gone has caused so many problems for me, and my mom is wanting me to do a group therapy which group therapies, except for when they are specifically for social skills, are really hard for me because of the social aspect of them. I can't handle it. Both of my parents threatened to take me to the psychiatric inpatient hospital, which feels like prison there. I really wish I could get my parents to understand that doing PHP is doing more harm than good, it is going to make the time waiting for my twin to come home even harder, this is the longest time I have ever been away from her. I am even reminding my mom about how her had I have signed an agreement that if I have any type of appointment scheduled and she doesn't both put it on my iPad calendar and remind me within a 24-48 hour before appointment time period I have the right to refuse to go but when I was telling her about that before we left for the evaluation she wouldn't listen to it and still made me go (which apparently she had the scheduled a week ahead of time) and now I am reminding her that I have the complete right to quit the program because of how she didn't follow the agreement, and she is refusing to let me quit. The program is way too much for me especially right now, because it is making time feel like it is going by slower. I need advice on how to explain the situations to my mom and how I can get her to let me quit. I cannot stand it.
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I am a 26 year old Launch code Graduate with level 1 autism Ehlers Danlos syndrome and trisomy 12p, I like cubing, math, genetics, JavaScript, Pigs, my favorite medical procedure is a thoracotomy.
