Is this a spiritual gift or hypomania or something similar?

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I'm pretty sure I had a very profound spiritual experience when I was 18. I have been continuing to have them.

I got really into god. I wanted to tell everyone how great he was. I was in a hotel once and I wanted to write notes to everyone about god. I felt like I had some special purpose that god gave me. Sometimes I stayed up and I thought I could feel his presence. This lasted for a few months. I went to church and started speaking in tongues. It was my first time going.

I felt very drawn to churches and religious imagery. I was obsessed with rosaries for a while. Then it just went away. I never experienced it at that degree again.

Now I can feel his presence sometimes. Also sometimes I still feel like I have a special purpose. I feel that right now.

Ah. Yes. It is real. You have felt the Holy Spirits presence. Your spiritual experience is one known as being "Born again".
Feel free to ask if you want to know more.

Matthew 7:7 reads:

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."

I had a handful of deeply spiritual experiences in similar age.
They changed me - put me on some new tracks.
I don't know weather they were some Higher Power or just my tormented psyche but the track they put me on - a track of absolute honesty at least with myself, where the ugliest truth is valued way above the prettiest pretending - was something I really needed on my way to healing.

Try to tell by the fruit rather than the roots. Do these experiences help you grow as a human being? Do they adress something important in your life?

I think I read that Mother Teresa's entire life of serving the poorest of the poor in India was sparked by one religious experience she had when she was young. And she never had another one.

I have had spiritual experiences which have changed my life.

As magz says, it really doesn't matter whether they are "real" or not. What matters is what you do with them or what you use them for.

People undergoing such a 'revelation' must ask themselves if their new-found spirituality glorifies G^D; and by 'glorify', I mean does it put G^D in the center of your life to such a great extent that you lose your sense of self in His presence?  Because if the answer is 'no' then your experience may not be of the Holy Spirit, but of something (or someone) more down-to-Earth.

Be careful; if the only outward sign of the indwelling of the Holy Spirit is the apparent ability to Speak In Tongues -- an outward display of glossolalia in a religious setting -- then it may be an affectation rather than an actual gift.  Speaking In Tongues is perhaps the easiest of the Gifts to fake.

The 'Tongues' spoken on that Day of Pentecost were real human languages.  If you are speaking an actual human language that you have never learned, then it is likely a gift of the Holy Spirit; but if it is just a series of nonsense syllables, then likely not.  There is no evidence that tongues-speech in Acts 2 (or elsewhere) served an evangelistic purpose -- the content of tongues-speech was of the mighty deeds of G^D.

Speaking In Tongues is prayer, praise, and self-edification -- its purpose is not to draw attention to the speaker.  Only when the utterances are correctly interpreted and agreed upon by two or more witnesses should anyone believe that they are gifts of the Holy Spirit.

When G^D speaks to people in a language they cannot understand, it is a form of punishment for unbelief.  It signifies his anger.  Incomprehensible speech will not guide or instruct or lead to faith and repentance, but only confuse and destroy.  Thus, if outsiders or unbelievers come in and you speak in a language they cannot understand, you will simply drive them away.  You will be giving a "sign" to unbelievers that is entirely wrong, so when you come together, if anyone speaks in a tongue, be sure there is interpretation.  Otherwise the tongue-speaker should be quiet in the church.

Prophecy, on the other hand, is a sign of G^D's presence with believers when unbelievers are also present in order that the unbelievers may see this as a sign and thereby come to Christian faith.

Go in peace.