Family thinks I'm paranoid but this time I'm not sure
I keep thinking the neighbours behind me are watching me. Then I see drones. I have dreams about being watched. Sometimes I feel like I'm being watched in certain areas of the house. I can't tell if it's a gut feeling or paranoia..my gut feeling is usually correct. People around me say it's paranoia. Yet I can't shake a feeling of being in danger. Like someone's got their eyes on me and may intend harm. I have it at specific times, my dog gets defensive too. No hard evidence though. He'll randomly growl but there's never anyone there. I'll just get a feeling of someone being on the other side of the window yet I can't see through the window. I can't access that part of the window from the outside as it's not on the side where I live. I just have an eerie feeling. Also I found a paper on my lawn with a name very similar to mine (biblical name), scribbles on my lawn, someone once opened the door but got the wrong house apparently, and once a man took what appeared to be photos of where I live. My family doesn't believe I'm in danger yet I can't not feel like I am.
Do not know your history...but I have always paid attention to my gut feelings . . . . but with my degree of earlier experiences , My seemingly PTSD triggers eventually got me to put up a surveillance camera that I could connect to through a app . Perhaps due to extra neural density in Aspies etc. per testing on Deceased Aspie brains .Might easily connect anything that could be crossconnected in natural Pattern seeking , in the same brain.
Where I lived before in a lightly populated area .the man living at the far corner . Whom was apparently disabled to to grossly morbid overweight situation.would watch everyones houses that lived around him , According to his daughter accidentally dropping this info ,in a breif conversation outside my gate one day when she introduced herself to me.
She very frankly told me that her Father would spy on all the neighbours properties for miles around.
"With a Telescope" for Christs sake . Soon his grandchildren whom both had prison records would come and hang around this mans house. And soon after ,had noticed that many peoples homes including my own repeatedly were broken. or jimmied into the houses through lock picking. But never ever get caught , especially new constructions and peoples vacation homes in the area. And judging by what I saw . These same grandchildren would show up at the local swap meet,selling my possessions,possibly others too.But their Grandmother whom also lived at the same property on the corner of my property, had friends high up in the local sheriffs dept. To best of my knowledge it appeared that obese guy with the telescope. Was also acting as a lookout for the grandkids on the roads into the area , for any sign of the owners of the burgled houses returning or signs of Sheriffs dept. arriving, allowing his grandsons time to escape. His house was on a natural rise in the area. Was a easy conclusion to come to ? when .i first moved there and was leaving belongings at my new home. He told me he had broke into my yard shed. Because he thought he saw someone in it. 500.00 USD of copper housing wire was stolen that day. Never to be found again. When I asked him. His response was that I owed him something for watching my house while, I was away. But never admitted that he or his grandsons had taken it.
The sheriffs just said to me,when I tried to report it. " Did you see him take it". If you did not see it do not report this to us. Things kept getting stolen from my property all the years I lived there. Even personal keepsakes . And old ID papers.
So try not to be paranoid, and I hope your situation resolves itself soon.
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Sure wish ,I had the money and the tech and tech skills this was many years back .And eventually gave up and moved away . After much more terrible circumstances had occured . Even after putting up some phoney cameras .It was dark days, and ,he ended up being friends with Several members of the sheriff dept in that immediate area. At least in my case. It was all I could do , to not go ballistic there.
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